Not Today!

Today I won’t mind

Today I won’t mind the yearning pain in my heart, and repugnance in life

Today I won’t mind the panda eyes, which delineate the insomniac state of my life

Today I won’t mind the combat between the thoughts, that may or may not marginalized my inner peace

Today I won’t mind the morning sickness and reckless nights, which I spend mostly by tossing from side to side

Today I won’t mind the uncalled dilemmas, that has nothing to do with reality

Today I would be at the ease of the thought of being alive

Today I won’t mind that my thoughts are being driven away from myself to some enigmatic celestial world

Today I won’t mind the lack of sustainable resources, thus the skipping the two time meals, I really don’t mind

Today I let the past blew away, won’t let it trouble me

Today I won’t mind the struggle of being a girl in metro city

Today I won’t mind the frowns coming from the people around

Today I won’t mind the eyes that have been hungry, ready to gobble me in any chance

Today I would be me, not being intimidated by scornful people and the society

Today I would just smile, wouldn’t be in the haste of conscious of losing the race

Coz’ today I won’t participate in the chaos of life

Because today I’m going home.